My drinking behaviors have been more moderate since I made the decision to quit and set a date. It could be my addiction trying to convince me I don’t really have a problem, but I don’t think so. Instead I’m feeling sort of weary of the whole thing. I was offered alcohol at brunch yesterday and today and said no. The celebratory feeling created by the presence of alcohol was there, but the sleepy feeling I knew it would bring didn’t appeal to me. Also, since I’ve been spending so much time prepping myself to quit, I’m getting back into an anti-alcohol frame of mind. I might love it at times, but I don’t love what it does to me.