I can’t quite put my finger on it exactly yet, but there is definitely a difference between say 150 days sober, or thereabouts, and beyond 250. And it’s all good stuff – easier, more peaceful, just plain better. In 2016 I remember feeling disappointed at around 150 days, sort of like is this it? I’m really not sure it’s worth it. I felt like everyone was going on and on about how great sober life was and I just wasn’t getting it. And pretty soon I was off and running with a “controlled drinking” plan. What I didn’t understand or even consider then was that I really just wasn’t there yet. Better things were yet to come.
I’m enjoying a productive and fun sober weekend. Hope you are too.
Happy Sober Saturday,